December 1st, 2006 @ 2:18AM
bla. bipitty bop
September 15th, 2005 @ 3:52AM
I added a new song "snow angels"
i actually did it awhile ago while i was frustrated with certain people, when u feel like they put words in your mouth and pretend to listen without trying to comprehend...
yeah
September 13th, 2005 @ 10:43PM
excuses: i've been uninspired.
school had drained me, and i was spending more time with people in my life. i think i had a satisfying summer, but things are starting to be complicated again.
i made a mistake, and i was forgiven, but my feelings are still reeling even though i won't say anything because i know what i should want but i don't know what i ... want.
so i've been picking up the guitar again, to calm myself down...
when do u know u love someone?
i only feel something when i don't want to, but when i have something i can hold onto, something i can believe in, why do i always start doubting myself?
ANYWAY, i apologize for the rant. i'm going to listen to some music now.
February 11th, 2005 @ 12:31AM
redid afterdark goodbye
October 28th, 2004 @ 8:28PM
empty breathless sigh in my chest cannot rest 'till it tests
the waters
my frozen, numb, grey and glum, soles of feet still aspire to walk upon.
you're my song who lifts and soothes and grips and smoothes as you enchant your way past my lips,
across which you glide the tip
of your tongue, uncover lie unsung, i hide behind the pretense "oh, it's just for fun..."
October 21st, 2004 @ 11:58PM
I dyed my hair redhotchillipepper black (with slight blue tint).
October 9th, 2004 @ 11:22PM
i'm inspired by heavy breathing
and soft kisses pending
"spend the night"
float the words above my body
like your hot breath against my skin
September 29th, 2004 @ 11:40PM
Happiness
A man and a woman lie on a white bed.
It is morning. I think
Soon they will waken.
On the bedside table is a vase
of lilies; sunlight
pools in their throats.
I watch him turn to her
as though to speak her name
but silently, deep in her mouth--
At the window ledge,
once, twice,
a bird calls.
And then she stirs; her body
fills with his breath.
I open my eyes; you are watching me.
Almost over this room
the sun is gliding.
Look at your face, you say,
holding your own close to me
to make a mirror.
How calm you are. And the burning wheel
passes gently over us.
-Louise Gluck
September 25th, 2004 @ 4:45PM
wednesday night they took my i.d.
well, hers. and gave it to the department of vehicle bla bla bla.
bastards.
i could tell he didn't believe me, and when he asked me the address i knew i was screwed.
damnit.
it's ridiculous. i'm in second year university and i still can't get into the campus pub.
i watched alien 2 until i fell asleep instead.
September 19th, 2004 @ 3:34AM
the second week of school is over
man first week was fun. we had a concert on campus and i saw pilate and sloan! Todd Clark is beautiful when he sings, even if he's not much of a looker. Sloan was just awesome rock
moshing hurt but fun as usual, even in the pouring rain.
but now shit is piling up.
but i managed to get some fake i.d. for wednesday so i can fit in one drunken night before i really get cracking
(yeah i don't turn 19 till the end of the year, i hate it)
and then i swear to concentrate until exams -_-; but i'm sure that's what we all promise ourselves (oh and i'll try to get a camera)
haha i'm excited. more excited than about my math hw.
what are all y'all taking hey?
